I wrote about this topic back in 2025, but tonight, after Isha Salah, it felt different.
After praying and reading Quran, I sat on my prayer mat in the comfort of my home and decided to record this episode. And when I finished recording, I cried for over an hour.
Not because I was sad, but because I felt overwhelmed with gratitude for Allah for the knowledge, the growth, the healing, and the person I am slowly becoming.
Sometimes I don’t even realize how far I’ve come until I pause and reflect. I get so caught up in becoming that I forget to acknowledge who I already am.
This episode is deeply personal to me, and maybe someone out there needs these words too.






